Tell the sky, carry the condition of my heart to the lovers — my heart is for another. The unexpected ending: I will not ask why you left me and I do not want you to come back.
جلد هفتم
سلطان قلبم
Vol. 7
Sultan Qalbam
Ahmad Zahir · 1976
Sultan Qalbam (Sultan of My Heart) arrived at the midpoint of the golden era and showcased Zahir's ability to write unabashedly romantic material without sacrificing the literary weight that distinguished him from his contemporaries. The record features some of the most intricate orchestral writing of his career, with multi-layered string passages underpinning verses drawn from Sa'di and original compositions. It sold widely across Kabul, Tehran, and the Afghan exile communities then forming in Europe.
Songs on This Album
11 tracksIn your abode I have a different tumult from cup and vessel — the beloved's dwelling as the site of spiritual transformation, where ordinary passersby see only the familiar signs of intoxication.
O your name of grief is my song — your love is my only excuse; O white bird of acquaintance, come back to my nest; your love mixed another madness with my melody.
What wrong came from us that you locked the door and sat with enemies? A poem of wounded innocence, where the beloved's cruelty transforms even her physical attributes — kohl, lips, gaze — into sources of bewilderment.
I am a heavy burden — leave me and pass. The refrain a kind of self-imposed exile from consolation: the speaker refuses each offered comfort, including the candle's weeping, in favor of being acknowledged and left alone.
Come Again and Sit by My Side — the simplest request a lover can make. Proximity as what is asked for, not possession, not permanence — just the presence of the beloved, here, now.
O Hunter, Show Mercy — the speaker as the hunter's prey, asking for mercy. Love as capture, the beloved as the one who has set and triggered the trap.
I Will Not Say Free Me from This Cage — Bahar's prison ghazal of 1933: the caged bird does not ask for freedom, only that the cage be carried to a garden. Sung by Zahir, it became an Afghan anthem of dignity under confinement.
The beloved came into harmony — may it ever be so; her faithlessness all became faith; the scattered kingdom, like Solomon's, became whole again; every corner became a field, the world became a garden of sugar.
My tears fall like drops of rain before my beloved; I have complaints no intimate can hear; on the day of resurrection I will grasp the hem of your robe and demand the answer you never gave.