رفتم مرا ببخش
Raftam Mara Bebakhsh
“I Have Left, Forgive Me”
Lyrics
Lyrics updated · July 2026English Translation
I left — do not blame me, and do not say he had no faithfulness There was no road left for me but to flee
This fiery love full of hopeless pain Had dragged me into the valley of ruin and madness
I fled from two bright weeping eyes I fled from the wild laughter of the storm
Transliteration
Raftam, mara bebakhsh o mago o wafa nadasht Rahe ba joz gorez barayam namanda bood
Ein ishqe atashin por az dard be omid Dar wedaye gonah o jenoonam kashanda bood
Man az do chashme roshan o geryan gorekhtam Az khandahaye wahshiye toofan gorekhtam
متن اصلی
رفتم ، مرا ببخش و مگو او وفا نداشت راهي بجز گريز برايم نمانده بود
اين عشق آتشين پر از درد بي اميد در وادي گناه و جنونم کشانده بود
من از دو چشــم روشن و گريان گريختم از خنــــده هاي وحشي توفــــان گريختم
I left — do not blame me, do not say he had no faithfulness; this fiery love had dragged me into the valley of ruin and madness; the flee is from two bright weeping eyes and from the storm's wild laughter.
About This Recording
Raftam Mara Bebakhsh inverts the standard position of the departure poem. Usually it is the beloved who leaves; here the speaker is the one who has gone, and he is asking not to be blamed for it. 'Do not say he had no faithfulness' — the first concern is reputation, the perception of faithlessness, which he is already trying to prevent.
The explanation is notable: he left not because he stopped loving but because the love had taken him somewhere dangerous. 'This fiery love full of hopeless pain / Had dragged me into the valley of ruin and madness.' The valley of ruin (wadi-e wirani) is a specific classical Persian topography: the desolate terrain where the lover is consumed by the love that drives them there, stranded between longing and impossibility.
'I fled from two bright weeping eyes / I fled from the wild laughter of the storm' — the paired images are deliberately contradictory. The weeping eyes invoke tenderness and guilt; the storm's laughter invokes chaos and threat. He is fleeing both the thing that makes him want to stay and the thing that makes staying impossible.
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